Depression or Upleveling
Updated: Sep 10, 2019
Do you ever wake up after having a great few days and think WTF???? Why am I in a funk for NO freaking reason? I have been feeling great and now I think I want to hide in a dark closet, run away from home, or not answer any calls and tell everyone to F-off!! Well I still do occasionally and since I have dealt with health issues that lead to depression I immediately go to, "OH, great, I am getting depressed again!!" Awesome, I am a failure, I can't beat this, I will never be 100% OK. And then the self hate starts in and I start beating the shit out of myself, I tell myself that I am never going to be completely happy and have that inner peace that I crave so much, that I am not one of the lucky ones, that I am not worthy of anything better. That this is just the way it will always be and get use to it.
What if I were to tell you that it could be something else, something better, would you believe me??? A whole new perspective on this bullshit could be that you are in the middle of LEVELING UP!! What the hell does that mean? It means that you are in the middle of a Spiritual expansion, a transition from the old to the new. Maybe the real you is begging to be exposed and this is the way it gets your attention.
We are spiritual beings having a human experience and we forget that sometimes, so our SOUL is trying to knock on our hearts to get us to notice and remember just how amazing and powerful we truly are. So if you start looking at this sadness, this depression, this funk as an awakening to your Badass Soul that wants to transform into the Dynamic person you can truly be maybe you could welcome the shift of emotions. Maybe looking at things as signs from the universe, signs from your Soul trying to help you understand that you can create something better for yourself, would help you move through the tougher emotions that keep showing up occasionally.
I invite you to be more aware of your Spiritual Growth, your Up leveling, the expansion of your Badass Soul, because whether you believe it or not, it is happening. Get excited about your life, connect to your Inner Badass and go create a life that you LOVE.